Hi People, boredom struck me big time today, I decided to check out my old blog, I found this note I wrote almost 2 years ago, and man is life different these days... I always analyse my days and actions, just to see where I went wrong, until I discovered thats what was wrong...too much analysing can get a lil bit too anal at times... So I wondered, if my life has taken it's turn, I must have done something right... having high spirits probably took me deeper into the ditch... That would mean I ditched my spirit I guess... deeper into thought, no I have not... i'm as spirited as ever... never taking no for an answer...although some of you folks think thats cocky...but I guess thats part of the package...So how different IS life these days? Lets see, the loud part is still true... but not on a grand scale, just towards my family, thats how they like it...the comments part has gotten slightly unreserved,but I do it in private...maturity I guess...Worrying is what I do... so i cant really take that one off...I stopped searching for Ideas, I just create them these days...good or bad they're mine...I live with it...Dad is ever present in my life...the best anyone can have.. still supports me in every given way..that's a debt I know I can NEVER repay...Prayers have become a routine, temple visits (or TEMPLING as it's known to a select few) 3 times a week..I have a totally new group of people I hang out with, whom I met after I wrote the mentioned note..Indeed the best bunch anyone can wish for, practically family, can't go by not calling them once a week...although one of them questions my phone mannerism....New ventures are ever knocking on the doors..very different from back then when I was practically begging for people to hear me out...Had my heart blended and drank shortly after this article..you know who you are.. I hope you lead a happy life...Well, as I always quote my late mom, life is not all that nice, soldiers dont sharpen their swords with velvet do they...Apparently an UNBREAKABLE or UNQUESTIONABLE quote said this person I met on FB..interesting character who owes me a drink btw.. more on that later...I always believed, a smooth sailing life wont make a good book sale, we all want to read stories of hardship, suffering and pain..those books sell well dont they, by selling i don't mean SELLING i mean interesting, can anyone imagine having a perfect story? It would be boring wouldn't it?


So here it is:

Life after 23 years,9 months,22 days and 12 hours later….

October 20th, 2007 by dhayalanrenno

Funny, how all you’ve ever wanted just slips by right before your eyes and all you can do is just watch? Yup, i’m actually having one of those ‘days’ where I feel fucked… Looking back as to how I got here, many memories passed my ’screen’ as some may call it, some are good and some are just screwed. So what was my turning point? Most people remember me as the ever present loud-mouth that just doesn’t give a fuck, always happy and never worried about anything.Today, my comments are pretty reserved,always worried about something,always searching for better ideas, but I still don’t give two fucks.Yep, that’s right,I still don’t care about what you have to say,i’ll still do it anyway.My dad’s been very supportive, mentally and financially, he still believes, that his son will definately make a come back, most of you might have already known that i’ve not been at peak performance lately. I’ve literally lost almost everything, my business is fucked, my restaurant’s gone, repossers are knocking on my doors, legal suites left and right, and so what am I left with?Only my spirit,yup thats right, my spirit to succeed. I’ve always been told, success is a journey not a destination, I’ve always been doing it for money, so from now on, I’m gonna do it just for the sake of doing it.Please do check back with me in a few months just to see if it works.

‘IN GOD WE TRUST, THE REST PAY CASH’

-R.Dhayalan 21/10/2007

Everything has changed, I have, People have, I guess even the world has...Change is inevitable...But are we prepared for it?
Well this is life 25 years,2 months,29 days and 4 hours later.....

-my 2 cents-
R.Dhayalan 28/3/2009

http://2centsperhaps.blogspot.com/

Photos

Hi once again folks,

I would like to take this opportunity to introduce an incredible artist....En Syed Naqib Albar..
Hehe...manje-ly known as Qippy, this dude's like the Obama of photos man... Nice chap...great thinker... check out his blog to experience change...hahaha...

http://qippylog.blogspot.com/

http://www.qippy.com/

This guy is good..refers to my post...Manu's wedding for first hand testimonials...

disclaimer-This post is done voluntarily....not by request..hehe...

Cheers...

Christmas to Ponggal ( and eveything in between)

The new year is 13 days old today...lets see how I fared since the 24th of December 2008.


Xmas eve was alright, has a few beers and watched my favourite band play for the last time in my not so favourite place... between christmas and new years was basically internal conflict week between my partners and I. New years day arrived with much hesitation...the worst NYE I have had so far...back to more conflict... still unresolved... Gosh...theres a saying in South India, 'the month of thai bring new hope' oh yeah, just so you know, the festival of ponggal is celebrated in the month of thai according to the hindu calender year is like thanks giving to some us...mostly celebrated in South India to mark the end of the harvesting season, more on that later...but yeah.. i've spent the past 2 years of my life learning and going thru much hardship that I feel even some 40 yearolds dont go thru. But it's all okay I guess, a friend once said, 'the more problems, setbacks and disappointments you face, the more your book on life would be'....he said it to me some 4 years ago....still rings true...anyways folks...take care, lotsa love...even more booze... and ~HAPPY NEW YEAR~





-my 2cents-





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