Hi People, boredom struck me big time today, I decided to check out my old blog, I found this note I wrote almost 2 years ago, and man is life different these days... I always analyse my days and actions, just to see where I went wrong, until I discovered thats what was wrong...too much analysing can get a lil bit too anal at times... So I wondered, if my life has taken it's turn, I must have done something right... having high spirits probably took me deeper into the ditch... That would mean I ditched my spirit I guess... deeper into thought, no I have not... i'm as spirited as ever... never taking no for an answer...although some of you folks think thats cocky...but I guess thats part of the package...So how different IS life these days? Lets see, the loud part is still true... but not on a grand scale, just towards my family, thats how they like it...the comments part has gotten slightly unreserved,but I do it in private...maturity I guess...Worrying is what I do... so i cant really take that one off...I stopped searching for Ideas, I just create them these days...good or bad they're mine...I live with it...Dad is ever present in my life...the best anyone can have.. still supports me in every given way..that's a debt I know I can NEVER repay...Prayers have become a routine, temple visits (or TEMPLING as it's known to a select few) 3 times a week..I have a totally new group of people I hang out with, whom I met after I wrote the mentioned note..Indeed the best bunch anyone can wish for, practically family, can't go by not calling them once a week...although one of them questions my phone mannerism....New ventures are ever knocking on the doors..very different from back then when I was practically begging for people to hear me out...Had my heart blended and drank shortly after this article..you know who you are.. I hope you lead a happy life...Well, as I always quote my late mom, life is not all that nice, soldiers dont sharpen their swords with velvet do they...Apparently an UNBREAKABLE or UNQUESTIONABLE quote said this person I met on FB..interesting character who owes me a drink btw.. more on that later...I always believed, a smooth sailing life wont make a good book sale, we all want to read stories of hardship, suffering and pain..those books sell well dont they, by selling i don't mean SELLING i mean interesting, can anyone imagine having a perfect story? It would be boring wouldn't it?
So here it is:
Life after 23 years,9 months,22 days and 12 hours later….
October 20th, 2007 by dhayalanrenno
Funny, how all you’ve ever wanted just slips by right before your eyes and all you can do is just watch? Yup, i’m actually having one of those ‘days’ where I feel fucked… Looking back as to how I got here, many memories passed my ’screen’ as some may call it, some are good and some are just screwed. So what was my turning point? Most people remember me as the ever present loud-mouth that just doesn’t give a fuck, always happy and never worried about anything.Today, my comments are pretty reserved,always worried about something,always searching for better ideas, but I still don’t give two fucks.Yep, that’s right,I still don’t care about what you have to say,i’ll still do it anyway.My dad’s been very supportive, mentally and financially, he still believes, that his son will definately make a come back, most of you might have already known that i’ve not been at peak performance lately. I’ve literally lost almost everything, my business is fucked, my restaurant’s gone, repossers are knocking on my doors, legal suites left and right, and so what am I left with?Only my spirit,yup thats right, my spirit to succeed. I’ve always been told, success is a journey not a destination, I’ve always been doing it for money, so from now on, I’m gonna do it just for the sake of doing it.Please do check back with me in a few months just to see if it works.
‘IN GOD WE TRUST, THE REST PAY CASH’
-R.Dhayalan 21/10/2007
Everything has changed, I have, People have, I guess even the world has...Change is inevitable...But are we prepared for it?
Well this is life 25 years,2 months,29 days and 4 hours later.....
-my 2 cents-
R.Dhayalan 28/3/2009
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